There's so much to be scared of, and not much to make sense of.: April 2005
Saturday, April 30, 2005

paint me yellow
all these years, i have doubts on identifying my favourite colour. but not anymore.

having realise my favourite foods are all in yellow (eg. pineapple slices, cheese), and i simply hope that my tops are all yellow(i know it sounds stupid), the colour yellow(pastel yellows only, i can't stand bright yellows) has gradually gain great favouritism from me. but depends, i won't want all my things to be yellow. hahas.

yellow yellow, i love u.

and so, i've watched this channel u talk show. i realised blogging , to many, is not a heathy activity. well, i don't see any unhealthiness in it. in my opinion, blogs allow friends to stay in touch, especially useful when they can't meet up oftenly. one can get updated about their friends just by reading a blog. isn't that great? well, i guess different people have different opinions.

dad is at hong kong now...sleeping i guess..hahas.


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Friday, April 29, 2005

hong kong, here he comes.
dad will be on his way to hong kong at 3, this afternoon. bon voyage~
and of course, buy us lotsa presents too~

how i wish i could tag along...i want to travel...mm..countries i hope that i can go - australia, new zealand, england, hong kong, hawaii, the mediterranean countries..woas..loads more i think..actually, i'm contented with discovery channel and discovery travel, but the prob is...i don't have one..hahas.

thinking back, i had many 'amusing' teachers in my lower sec days...


There is this Mr Tan..i believe...who looks like a 'bian tai kuang', especially when he's mad.

Ms Mary, who dressed like tropical fruits(as in bright colours), and thinks that those big and bright earrings of hers is the most beautiful thing on the universe, and told us we can get them at sembawang.

Ms yeo(I'm not sure whether it's her), our geo teacher, on one occasion, wanting a guy to own up to some wrong doings, scolded that whoever did that had no balls or something..woas..can teachers do that?

And Mr Ang, whom i don't know why, classmates joke that he lives in daisy road, and again, i don't know why, puts me into end-year detention for causing disruption during class(i still feel great injustice about this) when someone else(u know who) is the nosiest. great.

I can only say that my lower sec days were a mess. Most teachers we've got don't teach for long and no one listened to them as they're teaching. setting aside all these, i had great times with friends, i miss the days at houngang green and long john silvers..hahas.


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Thursday, April 28, 2005

the weather.
the humidity is killing me.


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Tuesday, April 26, 2005

special entry - me and my Mr cheese.
Since i was young, he's been there for with me at every breakfast. i simply can't survive my day without him. Be him on toast or just himself, he just taste as good.

till now, anything with him still taste the best. I will never mind his form, be him powdered, shreddered, melted, he just taste as good.

yups. it's Mr cheese.My love for him will never die. hahas. oks. this is getting kinda strange. yes, anything with cheese just taste simply delicous. Pizzas, lasagnes, pastas, toasts, omelettes, baked rice, potato jackets, mashed potaoes, salads, pastries, cakes, fries, chips, crackers..and loads more..i believe..taste so heavenly.

i hereby declared my love for Mr cheese..and i believe he'll be with me forever. hahas.

i guess i've got nothing better to do. hahas. an entry for Mr cheese..sounds so sickening.
for those who loves cheese - yays~ i love u!
for those who hates cheese - yays~ i love u too! (as no one will be fighting with me over him. hahas.)



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just another day again.
Yesterday's trip out has proven that i can't be on my feet for long...the wound on my knee started to throb with pain. well..this has convinced me that losing that job of mine is a must.

was out at marina bay yesterday, to celebrate birthdays of my friends. Elated i am, to get to enjoy the yummy bbq steamboat. wees~ but of course..no seafood. I can't wait for that 'i-can-eat-seafood-day' to come again. hahas.

as humid as the weather can get, i simply hope that it'll turn better. Sitting in front of the fan, doing nothing, can get me all sweaty. It'll be fun if we get snow here in singapore.

results will be out next week. I'm sure that i'll be failing asp. So i just hope that i 'll fail that one module only. I can't imagine myself taking supp papers for more that one module.


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Saturday, April 23, 2005

I'm one gd rotter.
yups. rotter. As a good rotter, I've been rotting in the house of mine for days. I've done nothing so far...just naps after meals, on the internet after naps. I've slept at least 12 hours a day.Maybe it's the medicine..yups..the medicine.

Saw that white band up there? It's a charitable organistaion trying to end poverty around the world. well..I have it up there because it looks kinda cute. hahas. But at the mean time, I'm promoting it too~ Feel free to visit their website.

Oh please, Mr TV 's been sleeping for too long! I need him!! The problem is, dad has no intention of getting him fixed!! grr...I've already missed loads of programs!


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Friday, April 22, 2005

The invasion of the pineapple slices.
I'm in deep love with those pineapple slices. They are sooo yummy~ The taste of it, the smell of it, the texture of it....hahas..I'm in love~

One thing, I'm so jeolous of my dad. He's going to Hong Kong next week, not really on a business trip, just there for some exhibitions. How i wish i can tag along. hahas. And so, I kept pestering him to buy gifts for me. weees~

To dear TV - Please get well soon. I can't survive without u. hahas.


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A series of unfortunate events.
I've just got a news from cindy - I've lost my job. Great. I guess I'm not destined to work.

What's the use of crying when things had already happened. I brought all these upon myself. I need to be optimistic. Let's hope that happiness is along the way.



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Thursday, April 21, 2005

maybe we're just too down on luck.
great. just after the day I had my fall, the 3-week old car, a very new car( I've travelled in it for only 2 times), which my dad's driving met an accident. A speeding motorcycle rammed into the back of my dad's car. One good thing is, my dad's not injured. But I think Mr boss(dad's boss) should be having this 'kns feeling'. hahas. Actually, all of us had the same feeling..hahas.

And so, I had not work since my day off. They told me that they will call me back for work only if they can't find any replacment. great. I have a high chance of losing this job.

yups. things don't always go the way we want. I guess we're just too down on luck.


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Wednesday, April 20, 2005

so down
money. money. money. This hasn't been a issue to me all this while.But maybe when one needs it, it'll become an issue. It's not that i don't have any, just that I need them for somthing else. And so, i had to spent before I've earn any. I hope that I won't lose my job, and i'm sure that my laptop dream's shattered. great.

down. I'm feeling so down. May all disasters be gone with the wind.


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a fall that may change my life.
a fall that may change my life. y? Cause it happens that the wounds can be found on my face. This means i'm disfigured. I'm not pretty, but still it's some kinda disfiguration.

I really wished that the wounds won't leave any scars behind, let me be recovered to the fullest. *prays hard* And i think i'll lose my job. What will happen if u see a sales asst with a face full of wounds standing in a shop? Of course - a lost of interest, to shop. *dream shattered*


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Sunday, April 17, 2005

just another day.
have u taken the draw-a-pig-personality test? (click here if you wanna do it.)
hahas. saw works of my friends. this is so interesting~(well..at least to me..it is.) And so, i'll let my lil piggy out too.

Taa~ da~


Posted by Hello

yups, this is my pig. * sayang it* hahas.

oks. 1st day of work. It's quite an easy job. hope it stays as easy along the way.

Sudden thought -
From the depth of my heart, i love all my friends, every single one. cheers.

Another thought -
Out of a sudden, i realised paragraphs in my posts(now and then) were all 'ji deh ji deh' , end and starts in abruptness. And i think, sooner or later, I'll need English classes, especially for speech. Else i don't think i'll survive in this "english-is-still-more-impt-than mandarin/chinese" world.


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Friday, April 15, 2005

It's fun~ totally.
I've enjoyed my day. Totally. It's the 1st outing after all those exams. watched pacifier with naru and liting. Babies. I simply love them. And the baby in this movie is of course, one of the cutest thing in the world.

went kbox-ing after that. sang our hearts out. It's de-stressing time. I'm starting to get addicted, to karaoke-ing. But frankly speaking, i can't stand my own voice. hahas. How ironic. And so, after the 5-hr session, we went for dinner and back home.

On the train, paparazzi ting (for more info, please visit naru's blog. hahas.) simply made us laugh our heads off, and all of us ended up with aching jaws. hahas. It's really one fun day, minus the part where i was so damn late(an hour ++). I've made them missed the earlier part of the moive. Sorry guys!





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Thursday, April 14, 2005

i'm rotting away~
I still can't believe that my TV's spoilt. How can a TV freak survive without it? And so, I've missed many episodes of my favourite series. Great. What's more, dad has got no intentions of getting it fixed.

I've totally enjoyed my time rotting at home. And suddenly, i don't feel like working anymore. hahas. Laziness has again, took over me.

Guess what i've saw in the papers. This man's one unlucky guy. He went to a restaurant in malaysia, and robbed some rich sg guys there with a real gun. The thing is, everyone there thought that it's a toy gun. And so ,lotsa people went up and start beating him up. Mr robber pulled the trigger, but the gun's stuck. Seeing this, he escaped and got onto his bike. But earlier on, when he parked his bike outside, he forgot to take the keys with him. One kind soul sitting at a nearby coffeeshop saw that, and was worried that the keys will be stolen, took the keys with him and waited for the owner to show up. And so, poor Mr robber can't start his engine in time to escape. hahas. So at last, he was once pinned down by the angry crowd. I guess he will be a laughing stock when he's in jail.


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Wednesday, April 13, 2005

over, but not done with.
here goes another semester. yups. exam's over, but there ain't any 'oh-so-happy-exam's-over' mood. well..the only thing on my mind is - pass me for my exams.

I will be working starting this sat. here i come xyn~ i will work hard towards my dream. hahas. And that's to get a laptop after this job(hopefully). i need a new pc as this old guy i'm using now is showing signs of not just tardiness, but senility. It even had minor strokes every now and then. Mom and dad will onli get a new desktop after my dear bro finish his o'lvls, and that will be next yr. i just can't wait. hahas. imagine myself having my own laptop just simply cheers me up.


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Try it. It's fun.


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Tuesday, April 12, 2005

a cry for help.
I'm sure that i'll be failing ASP. i can only afford to fail one module. so i really wish to see a miracle in maths. i want to pass it. Failing ASP is enough. but how can i pass it? i simply knew nothing bout it.

went to naru's place this afternoon. yups. for maths. her sis was there teaching us. thanks alot to them! at least i knew much more now. and so i went home, hoping that my bro's tutor can help me out. but my dad didn't allow me to seek that last ray of light. great. and now, i'm feeling so lost bout it. i'm quite sure that i'll be failing this module too.

there's really nothing i can do now to pass my maths. nothing. though crying dosen't help, i know it'll make me feel better. what's more, all these were brought upon by myself. i deserve it.


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Sunday, April 10, 2005

a sudden thought.
things don't always go the way we want.
And so, i must learn to accept it.


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Friday, April 08, 2005

2 more to go
And so , here goes another paper..left with 2. though today's paper is easy, i cannot assume that i will be passing..cause to me, it's not. oh please..just let me pass.

had lunch at CP with naru after that. we took a cab there. And, there's cockroaches in the car. few of them, small ones though, but big enough to scare my wits outta me. How we wished that we can get out of that car . ok. enough of roaches. They make my hair stand on ends.

after lunch, we went around CP. Naru got her things and we proceeded to a piercing shop. Naru wanted to pierce her ear, on the soft bone near one's ear. And she had it pierced long tme ago, lotsa times, but it was kinda teared off. Ouch. that hurts! Piercing the same spot for the fith time, she just wish that it will stay. i hope that it will stay too. i dare not imagine that it tears again.

and lastly, here i go again - *chants with all her might* pass me..pass me..pass me..pass me...pass me..





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Thursday, April 07, 2005

i need more time
i need more time. more time for the revisions of DCN. or i should say learning. coz i know nothing about it. i just realised that i know java much better than DCN. i don't want to fail any of the modules.

and so, the daily routine - pass me..pass me..pass me..pass me..pass me..*chants and prays hard*


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Wednesday, April 06, 2005

3 more to go
had my 1st paper today. yups. my nemesis. Java. well..actually..it's not the only nemesis..there's DCN, ASP and maths..i think i've named all my subjects again. :p

the paper was fine ..but i need to score high marks to pass as i failed all the class tests which contribute some percentage to the final mark. oh great.

the next paper would be DCN. guess what guys, i think i've failed all the class tests for this subject too. great great great. *fustrates, messes hair* i think i need to chant again. And i'll make it a daily routine. hahas.

my nose exercised today. hahas. it ran the whole day. didn't feel gd having a runny nose during an exam. maybe it's the weather. yups. the weather.

i want a laptop. it will be so great to have a personal computer. hahas. there's no one there to fight with~ And so, to fufil my wish, i need a job. holidays are coming, and i guess i will spend my days working..not nuaing anymore..hahas.

And so , my daily routine - *chanting away* pass me..pass me...pase me...pass me...


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Monday, April 04, 2005

pass me..pass me..
one day..one day away before the start of my exams. wish me gd luck.
to the markers : pass me...pass me...pass me...pass me...*chanting away*

And so, i did my revisions, not yet done with though. well..but nothing is going into my brain. i feel so lost. i need brain food.

i found the Redken conditioner naru mentioned. and it cost $29. $29. For a bottle of conditioner which is no larger than the size of your hand. maybe it's really effective? naru can feel it. and i believe it. my hair's in a big mess now. i need it fast. btw, naru is helping me out on the clarification of it's price. thanks girl~

so i was at CP..went to Cold Storage after the wondreful discovery of the conditioner. and there were many junkies seducing me. yes. junkies. seducing me. hahas. junkies, aka junk food, aka those delicious tidbits, were sitting sexily on the racks, seducing me. and i simply can't resist them! So i bought 2 large bags of ruffles and a box of chicken biscuit.
I can't believe i'm such a glutton. :p

and again, to the markers : pass me..pass me..pass me..pass me..*chants*


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Saturday, April 02, 2005

The fetish~
i have this fetish for bags now.hahas..sounds abit weird. oks. I've just bought one not long ago, and now...i'm urging to buy another one. I've been browsing at the Yahoo! auction since last night..yups..at the bag section..saw lotsa bags...be it pouches, clutches..etc.

mm..why do i have this urge? maybe the just bought- currently using bag's a lil too 'smart-looking' to be in sch. yups. a lil.(well..to me) but i do like that bag ALOT. well..i guess having another casual-looking bag won't hurt, and i can have more choices rite? *psycho-ing myself * :p

frankly speaking, it's a real fun to go browsing at the auction sites..kinda exciting...but i haven't tried bidding for anyhthing...well..the urge is there..but questions pop up - is it reliable? will i get what i see? mm... maybe i'll try it someday~

And so..dear xyndz got into Laselle~ cheers~ and again...they(xyn and yu) came over to my cosy room and nua again. hahas. Trio-nua-ing seems to be the only thing we do when we meet up. who wouldn't want to be in a cosy - air conditioned rm, nua-ing and chattering..well i'll rather do that than going out for shopping - spending money, sweating and aching away..hahas..it depends..i will go for the sufferings when i've got nothing interesting in my wardrobe. :p


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