There's so much to be scared of, and not much to make sense of.: November 2006
Wednesday, November 29, 2006

=D=D=D
=D
=D
=D
we went back to school today!!
and i hope we can go back at least once a week!!
=D
=D
=D


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Monday, November 27, 2006

sobsob.
i'm really hating ipp.
i'm still not done with missing and getting over with school and blk r.
and that makes me dread ipp even more.

and when i recieved an email from my FYP supervisor this afternoon,
sighsighsigh,
i got this urge to run back to that lab i've been for the past three months.
maybe i should do it someday haha,
since the company i'm in now is really near the school.
okok i know i should really get over with all that and move on.

anyways,
my 1st day in ncs was disastrous.

still missing sch -> mood-o-meter : 0(over 10)
wore exactly the same skirt as one of the interns -> mood-o-meter : -1
crowded and kinda run down office -> mood-o-meter : -1.5
ants on my desk -> mood-o-meter : -2
people there seemed kinda unfriendly -> mood-o-meter : -3
really got nothing to wear for the rest of the week -> mood-o-meter : -4

okok
pardon me.
i know im whiney,
but i really have to let it all out.


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Friday, November 24, 2006

=(
sigh.
today's the last day of FYP.
maybe my last day in school too.
i can't bear to leave school.
i've grown so attached to the lab,
the people,
the environment,
even the supervisors.
sigh.
sigh.
sigh.
sigh.
sigh.
sigh.
sigh.
sigh.


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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

blame it on my pms.
i know crying doesn't help nor solve problems
and everytime i really did tried to hold those stupid tears back,
well at least it made me feel a lot better.

sigh.
im dreading to leave school for internship.


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Sunday, November 19, 2006

over the weekends.
went down to town on friday after school,
hoping to get something to wear for the next 3 months of internship,
but to no avail.

so on saturday,
i headed back to town again,
with my mum this time round.
it's been ages since we last did some shopping together.
only managed to get a blouse
and a pair of shoes(grr i shldn't have bought it!).

and as for today,
i woke up with a terrible migraine.
and it's still bugging me now.
=(


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Wednesday, November 15, 2006

FYP - week 11.
final presentation today.
we didn't manage to complete our project.
everything's like so screwed up.

i hate it when i did put in lotsa effort on something,
yet no one sees it.


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Sunday, November 12, 2006

;(
sigh.
nothing seems to be going right.


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Wednesday, November 08, 2006

the last 3 weeks.
im really really glad that our supervisor's back.
though there hasn't been much progress,
things seem to be much better and brighter with him around.


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Sunday, November 05, 2006

sigh.sigh.sigh.
dreading school over the weekends.
i've got this really really bad feeling for tomorrow.


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Friday, November 03, 2006

friday.
for the very 1st time in my whole FYP,
for the whole day,
i did nothing relevant to the project.
well actually i've already given up.
totally.
i doubt i can complete it.

yesyesyes.
heading down to town after school.
and we'll be having dinner at those-seem-to-be-sprouting-out-everywhere hong kong cafe!
i've been dying to try it out since don't know when haha.


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