There's so much to be scared of, and not much to make sense of.: September 2006
Friday, September 29, 2006

final year project - end of 1st month.
supervisors were out on course at some place in school for the week,
leaving us in the lab with little supervision,
and the 'look-there's-no-supervisors-i-can-do-anything-i-like' mood.

haha it's kinda bad.
we can't get much things done,
well but not exactly nothing.
this week's much more about getting prepared for next week's critique session,
and i guess we're almost done,
eh i think so.


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Wednesday, September 27, 2006

duh.
i've been going to bed earlier and earlier each night,
but i'm waking up later and later each morning.


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Friday, September 22, 2006

final year project - end of week 3.
like finally,
we know what our project's all about (well, i think so).
but knowing how it goes about doesn't mean we will be able to do it.
and that's what we're worrying right now. sigh.

anyways,
pardon me for all these project-related entries,
i guess my life revolves just around fyp and home at the moment.

oh yes
i got back my results.
i did improve but i'm still not satisfied.
i desperately need to increase my GPA,
so i really really need to get good grades for my fyp and ipp.


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Wednesday, September 20, 2006

every cloud has a silver lining.
i do really hope it's true.


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Tuesday, September 19, 2006

so awake, and itching =/
i can't sleep,
again.

and those rashes are going from bad to worse.
they're all over me,
all over me!!


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Monday, September 18, 2006

final year project - week 3.
i barely slept yesterday, was tossing and turning the whole night, worrying about my results.

and i'm now back to that pre-installation configuration for the umpteenth time. i really do hope it'll succeed this time round.

it's already the 3rd week yet i still don't know what my project is about.

i can feel a migraine coming.

i've been looking like a fool laughing to myself, in front of the computer for the whole day, while i was chatting via the messenger. i really wonder what others were thinking about when they saw me laughing.

i'm so so glad i'll be heading to town after school.

anyways, believe it or not,
whenever i write about that pre-installation configuration thingy,
it failed almost immediately.
yup it just failed again!
argh.


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Sunday, September 17, 2006

grr...i need to go out!
enough of FYP.
i wanna shop shop shop til i drop!!!!


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Thursday, September 14, 2006

thursday afternoon.
i'm so bored.
it's been 4 hours since i started some pre-installation configuration.
lunch and the weather's making me all sleepy.
and the waiting is making it worse.


argh.
that stupid configuration had just failed.


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Monday, September 11, 2006

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angels i met this morning.
*the little girl i met while i was in the lift, who thanked me when i let her family exit before me.
*the bus driver who let me be on the bus even there's no more value in my fare card.


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Saturday, September 09, 2006

new url.
got sick and tired of the previous one.
remember to update your links! ;)


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Friday, September 08, 2006

final year project - 5th day.
we've been trying to install this globus toolkit thingy for like the past few days,
got stucked lotsa times,
but still managed to figure it out ourselves.

and today,
we're really really stucked,
so at last,
we decided to approach the teacher.

he spoke alot,
but i could hardly understand him.
at that point of time,
i felt so stressed out.
i tried so hard to hold back my tears.

it's only the 1st week,
and it's just installation of tools,
yet i can't handle it.
how am i going to survive it?


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Thursday, September 07, 2006

final year project - 4th day.
argh.
i still don't get it,
as in what we're supposed to do.
others seems to know what they're doing.
and that makes me panic.


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Tuesday, September 05, 2006

deadmeat. really.
i've come to the period where i'm having my final year project.
and really really,
i can't see myself completing the project this time;
well, we don't even know where to start.

and,
spending around 9 hours,
in a room,
in front of a computer,
with no freedom,
every weekdays,
for 12 weeks,
is like hell.


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Sunday, September 03, 2006

drama-mania.
















i didn't know watching drama serials can be such a joy
as i'm never a drama-watching person.
now i enjoyed it more than anything else, i guess.
and i hate it when i'm left with the last few episodes.
i can't bear to finish watching them,
'cause god knows when i'll have another new serial to enjoy with.


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about

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