There's so much to be scared of, and not much to make sense of.: December 2005

Thursday, December 29, 2005

trouble.

oh no, i see
i spun a web, it's tangled up with me
and i lost my head
the thought of all the stupid things i said

oh no, what's this?
a spider web, and i'm caught in the middle
so i turned to run
the thought of all the stupid things i've done

i never meant to cause you trouble
and i never meant to do you wrong
and i, well if i ever caused you trouble
oh no, i never meant to do you harm

oh no, i see
a spider web and it's me in the middle
so i twist and turn
here i am in love in a bubble

singing, i never meant to cause you trouble
i never meant to do you wrong
and i, well if i ever caused you trouble
although i never meant to do you harm

they spun a web for me
they spun a web for me
they spun a web for me

1:04 PM 0 comments

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

finally, i felt like blogging.

x'mas is gone and over.
i part-ied.
i gave.
i recieved.
i'm not yet done with x'mas shopping though.
i can't seem to find time for it.
the list's not cleared yet.
and the vault's running low.

3:40 AM 0 comments

Monday, December 19, 2005

x'mas

i can not only smell but feel it.

2:11 AM 1 comments

Saturday, December 17, 2005

now showing.

the promise
king kong
the descent
saw II

i would love to watch them all.
but i don't seem to have the time.
workaholism seems to have taken over me.

2:04 AM 1 comments

Sunday, December 11, 2005

i can't take it anymore.

i love my friends calling me,
to chat and catch up with each another,
but,

for the past two years
she calls me almost every night,
from 11pm-2am,
just to tell me where she went,
what she bought,
and what she has done for that day.
yups, a very detailed daily report.
i always ended up doing nothing,
when i have work to do.
help.

everyday,
i'm scared she will callback the next day, again.
it may sound exaggerating,
but i'm going crazy.
help.

i have sch/work on next days.
i have test to revise.
i have projects to submit.
it may sound that i'm pushing the blame to her when i'm unable to comlete tasks.
but really,
i'm going mad.
help.

i have been holding back posting this entry for like a year.
i know i'm the only friend she can talk to.
she treats me real good too.
i sometimes, felt guilty, for feeling this way
but she's really making me mad.

you guys should know who i'm talking about.
and fear not,
i'm not talking about anyone here .
she doesn't comes to the net.

1:24 AM 1 comments

Friday, December 02, 2005

yups.

i guess i'm on hiatus.
i may be back occasionally,
when i'm free,
providing i have something to write.

1:18 PM 1 comments

about

sandy,
singapore.

here i'll write when i feel like writing.

lovelies