There's so much to be scared of, and not much to make sense of.: i can't take it anymore.

Sunday, December 11, 2005

i can't take it anymore.

i love my friends calling me,
to chat and catch up with each another,
but,

for the past two years
she calls me almost every night,
from 11pm-2am,
just to tell me where she went,
what she bought,
and what she has done for that day.
yups, a very detailed daily report.
i always ended up doing nothing,
when i have work to do.
help.

everyday,
i'm scared she will callback the next day, again.
it may sound exaggerating,
but i'm going crazy.
help.

i have sch/work on next days.
i have test to revise.
i have projects to submit.
it may sound that i'm pushing the blame to her when i'm unable to comlete tasks.
but really,
i'm going mad.
help.

i have been holding back posting this entry for like a year.
i know i'm the only friend she can talk to.
she treats me real good too.
i sometimes, felt guilty, for feeling this way
but she's really making me mad.

you guys should know who i'm talking about.
and fear not,
i'm not talking about anyone here .
she doesn't comes to the net.

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