boo hoo. i have to get lotsa things done by today.
i've yet completed any.
and i know i'm not going to complete them, in time.

and, the baby has finally arrived.



i have a dream. i need that life-saving cert to get to where i want.
but firstly, i need to know how to swim.





take me away. an escapade is what i need.
down under is where i would love to go.


sucha lovely kid. dakota fanning's sucha beautiful kid.
i can't wait to catch her in war of the worlds.


it's time to update. i am now going to update.


lalala~
lalala~
wees~


the end.


sleeping problems i did not sleep last night, yet i'm not even tired now.
is this what they call insomnia?
i guess so.


oh great. it's fathers' day.

it's always been unfair. fathers are usually the breadwinner, working frm dawn to dusk, providing his family with all their needs and wants. yet usually, children tend to be closer to thier mums. on mothers' day, you can see that love is in the air. bakeries came out with mothers' day cakes, media do more short clips bout it, most family do celebrate mothers' day.
but on fathers' day, from what i've noticed, it's just the same like other days.
well, i started buying mothers' day cakes since i started working 2 yrs ago. but never did i ever bought a fathers' day cake, until today. even though i bought the cake, we just cut and ate it. there's nothing like "happy fathers' day pop". well, maybe guys don't mind such things. maybe.

as you all can see, i'm starting to neglect my poor blog.
again, the 'just-dont-feel-like-blogging' mood is back. well well, i hope it'll be gone soon.

and finally, the 1st test of the sem is coming - tomorrow. great. i've yet started revision.


what i'm doing. and now i wonder.


no sch for me. all i did at home were sleeping and vomiting.



popping pills. (1 pill/4) + (1 pill/4) = (4) + (4)
= 8 pills

1 pill = 2 sips of water (to swallow that pill)

8 * 2 = 16 sips of water

2 sips of water = 4 sec

16 * 4 = 64 sec
= 1 min 4 sec //

sandy takes 1 min 4 sec to swallow 2 panadols.






send me an angel. i'll fly to an angel, if i can.

he'll offers me protection, whether i'm right or wrong.
i know that life won't break me, with him around.
i'll always be blessed.
and i know he won't forsake me.

i'm loving angels instead.


to my dear friend. first things first. i hope you don't see this as a quabble or watsoever. i just feel that there's a need for me to clarify.

*the 'drag u in' thingy.
never did i worried or IMPLIED that u are dragging us in.
that's her worry, not mine.

*and, 'why did u start in the 1st place'.
i was merely telling u my friend. we're having a conversation. a chat over the phone. why can't i bring up such matters in a conversation? you're the one who got so agitated.

*' I'm fuckin piss cuz u told me in a tone that I wouldnt win n i cant outtalk them with fighting for my rights...in a tone that IMPLYED I'm unreasonable '
are you implying that i'm looking down on you. oh god. i can't believe that you actually think that i will look down on you. dear friend, you have great imagination. i swear, never did/will i look down on you.
i may sound harsh in that conversation. cause i was so shocked that you've actually made a big commotion(that's what i heard from her.) and i just want to know your side of the story, to know what's going on. really.

*the 'you won't win ' thingy.
i really don't understand why, you were so god damn pissed off by these words. i guess there's a big big misunderstanding. as she told me that boss H has denied all the things she had told you, we was just thinking they can deny everything. and so we THOUGHT u won't stand a chance dear.

again, i really don't care whether did you ever mention our names. that's her prob. she's the one who is so freakingly paranoid over this issue. i mentioned it, just on her behalf.

why? why are you always indicating i'm flaring my temper at you? yes. maybe i sounded like i am. but wait a tick. all along, i thought that though the conversation was a not-so-friendly one, but we were still not really on the verge of quarrelling. i was so damn shocked, that u actually hung up the phone. i just want to know what is going on. but, YOU HUNG UP THE PHONE. look who's flaring her temper now.

another thing, you said that i'm implying that you are unreasonable. hey dear. maybe i am. that's why i want to know your side of story, as all along, even till now, i'm updated by only her.

talking about respect. i believe you're not too good either. yes. i have no rights on stopping you for the fight for your rights. but i don't think hanging up the phone in midst of a conversation is what you call respect. and the way you blogged on this issue, the way you wrote that very post to me, it looks just like the way you countered others in the past. i was thinking, yes, you have the right to blog what you want. but don't you think the way u wrote , to your friend(i assume we are still friends), when we are not even quarrelling, is so damn harsh. not only harsh, but brutal. sorry if it sounds exaggerate-ting. maybe it's because i'm a wuss(i own up that i'm one). that's why.

i think that there is a need for me to apologise for sounding abit harsh over the phone.
i sincerely apologise.
i'm sorry.
and i really hope that this is the end of episode. : ) really.






cheesy recipes. (part1) by momma.
i love momma. she whips the tastiest dishes in this world. and of course, cheesy ones, specially requested by me.

*cheesy baked mushrooms

what u need:
fresh button mushrooms.
shredded mozzarella cheese.
margarine.
pepper.

-wash the mushrooms, pluck their stems out(don't throw them away!!), and arrange them on the baking tray.
-a little margarine on every mushrooms, and of course, lotsa mozzarella cheese~
you can use cheddar cheese too(Kraft slices), but there will not be any 'pulling effect' like mozzarella. but cheddar cheese has a stronger flavour, as compared to mozzarella.
-stick the stems back and spinkle some pepper over the mushrooms.
-shove it into the toaster for a 10 mins bake.( i use a toaster and temperature is fixed. so i don't know what temperature must it be for ovens.)
-ta daa~~ the delicious cheesy baked mushrooms!! remember, best when it's still hot.


why? i know the problem lies with no one but me.

i'll try to overcome it.

thanks shasyy. i love you yes i do.


here i blog. i have problems differtiate-ting dreams and reality.
i mixed up things i dreamt of with the facts, thinking that they were reality.
confusions. i need to get facts right.

i've already started to skip lessons, even on the 1st day of school.
i deserved to be killed. :P

and agian, humidity strikes. may it be gone soon.


i need signs. am i going to survive?
may god show me signs.

sandy,
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