There's so much to be scared of, and not much to make sense of.: July 2005
Thursday, July 28, 2005

fun. fun. fun.
it felt so good to be in the water.

what's more,
i am going to the zoo~


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Wednesday, July 27, 2005

getting out.
i'll go to the pool,
then to the zoo.

wees~
=)


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Tuesday, July 26, 2005

never happier.
i'm so glad that term break's on,
and i hope it just won't end,
so that i can rot happily at home.

and they say one will feel safe in their own nest.
nopes.
i know i'm safe only when my bedroom door's shut.
it's dark out there.


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Monday, July 25, 2005

great.
hooray.
hooray.
it's a holi-holi-day.


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Saturday, July 23, 2005

seeing stars.
went to the astronomy camp.
the school has it's own observatory.
and it was awesome.


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Thursday, July 21, 2005

parents.
i really don't understand why the fuss over the warning letter.
it's just a warning letter.


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Wednesday, July 20, 2005

for being late.
great.
i've got myself a warning letter from school.
what a nice suprise.

and i guess in a few days time,
i'm deadmeat.


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i can't escape.
i'm now sweet 18.

but i'm just
2 years away from 20,
7 years away from 25,
12 years away from 30,
and 22 years away from 40.

i wish i was 17 again.


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Monday, July 18, 2005

that's all i ask for.
every evening, i hope that the bus 86 i'm waitng for will be double-decked,
so that i can seat at the upper deck, by the window, and enjoy a book.


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Saturday, July 16, 2005

even a drizzle will do =)
it would be so nice if it rained cash.


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Friday, July 15, 2005

some peace would be nice.
living in this house of screams and shouts.
reasoning things out.
it's them.
the only things in my life which made me cry hard for.
and even gave me the thought of taking the easy way out sometimes

and i'm sick and tired of it.

a place i call home.
a place i can't wait to get back to everyday.
yet, it fills me with nothing but disappointment.

we will eat happily around the table.
we will enjoy our favourite tv programmes together.
we will kiss each another good night.
i always hope things will go these ways.

but small matters triggered those screams and shouts.
they screamed. so did i, as i need to be louder than them.
talking about screaming, i always thought i'm not able to.
hahas.

no.
i'm not having the so called 'family problems' here.
i'm just wondering those screams and shouts. neccesary? i don't think so.
a happy family, yes we are.
but not always.
i guess we all are.



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but i wonder.
queh sera sera,
whatever will be would be.
the future's not ours to see,
queh sera sera,
what will be would be.


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Wednesday, July 13, 2005

is he mad?
i just realise something.
my bro includes OUR address in his friendster profile,
which i believed that it's there for 1 year.
can i slap him?
has anyone else in this world done that?

do i sound like i'm narrow-minded?
well, i just feel that it's not neccessary to include that.
so not.



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Tuesday, July 12, 2005

what's wrong?
i guess i'm just too carried away living in the world of my own.
=)


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Monday, July 11, 2005

lost.
watching it alone gives me creeps.
everything's getting creepier.

this is one creepy good series.
i simply can't wait for season 2 to come.
i want to know what's inside the hatch.
god knows when can i get to watch it.


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Sunday, July 10, 2005

dream on.
i wish my room's all black and white.
it will be nice.


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Saturday, July 09, 2005

self-indulgence.
$25.
that's how much i've spent for the past 1 week.
on purely, tidbits.

i bought candies.
i bought chocolates.
i bought packets of tortillas.
i bought fruity yorgurt bars.

and i've finished them all.

am i going to get sick?
i hope not.


oh god.
how pigged can i get.



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Friday, July 08, 2005

the scary world.
time flies.
and it's scary.
it's going too fast, too fast for me.

and i realise i'm getting freak-ier all these years.
i can feel it myself.


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Thursday, July 07, 2005

help.
the weather is giving me rashes.
they are all over me.
argh.


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Wednesday, July 06, 2005

tests.tests.tests.
i study.
i will study.
i would love to study.
i will be studying.

if,

there's no TV,
there's no computer,
there's no tidbits.

=p

i guess i just won't learn my lesson.


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Tuesday, July 05, 2005

no more offence forms pls.
stupid school.
stupid rules.
i've yet bought those shoes.


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Monday, July 04, 2005

long live, tortillas.
i've finished one whole xtra-large packet of cheesy tortillas within an hour.
and i'm still craving for it.
i need more of them.


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Sunday, July 03, 2005

puny little guy.

i love my baby cousin, though he looks like he's balding, which i think most newborns would probably look like. hahas.

feeding time.



just 2 days old.





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