tagged. List three random facts about yourself that your friends might not know.

1. sometimes, i don't bathe for the day, if i'm not intending to go out.

2. i watch hindi movies, at the vasamtham central, when there's no other shows on.

3. i treasure all the people in my life, but i'm always too shy too say/show it out loud.

that's all folks.


tasks. they're piling up.
argh.


stop. i will not tell you all anything,
anymore.


the scientist. come up to meet you,
tell you I'm sorry
you don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you,
tell you I need you
tell you I set you apart
tell me your secrets,
and ask me your questions
oh lets go back to the start
running in circles,
coming up tails
heads on a silence apart

nobody said it was easy
oh it's such a shame for us to part
nobody said it was easy
no one ever said that it would be this hard
oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing
at numbers and figures
pulling your puzzles apart
questions of science,
science and progress
do not speak as loud as my heart
tell me you love me,
come back and haunt me
oh and I rush to the start
running in circles,
chasing our tails
coming back as we are

nobody said it was easy
oh it's such a shame for us to part
nobody said it was easy
no one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start


i want to be lucky. dear Mr Willy Wonka,

i'll be so glad if you let me visit that wonderful factory of yours.

i promise that i wont,
drink from that river down the waterfall that mixes, churns, pounds the chocolate, making it light and frothy,
chew on there's-something-still-not-quite-right chewing gums,
make a hullabaloo, wanting a walnut-shelling squirrel,
try getting myself into the tv in the tv room.

as for the grand prize,
i need no chocolate factory.
a yellow volkswagen beetle would be so nice=)


sleep. the natural periodic suspension of consciousness.
the best medicine.
a moment which i don't have to worry for anything,
everything.


guilt-ridden. i feel guilty,
like i've done something wrong,
more than anything else,
when,
or from what it seems,
someone dislikes me.


i random-ed. i'm in the mood to blog, but i have nothing much to write.

i'm flunking my tests.

i just remembered that i need to hand in an assignment last friday.

i did not hand in that assignment last friday.

i last ate nachos like 4-5 months ago.

i love cheese.

i love the colour yellow.

i'm in love with coldplay.

and of course their song 'yellow'.

i would love to watch charlie and the chocolate factory.

lotsa my friends think that johnny depp's charming.

but i think keanu reeves' better =P

i'm still in love with keanu reeves.

and he's mine. all mine =P

i thought my blogger account was hacked when i'm not able to login after several tries just now, with a typo in my nick.

i was like, phew~

i really hope i can get through this semester.

argh.

i kept failing tests.

i tried to be content but the truth is, life would be so much easier if i were pretty.

but i'm not dwelling much on this issue nowadays, so not-much than before.

i'm begining to learn to live with it.

life would also be much better if i don't have to worry bout my results.

compared to many, i'm a very happy and fortunate girl.

wees~

if i have a wish, i wish i had more. like infinity?

oh god. how can i be such a greed.

i almost forgot i'm 18.

and staying as the same age is definitely in one of those wishes.

oh.

i wrote more than usual when i do a random.

maybe i should do this more often.


yuckyuckyuck. that freaky-eeky spider,
came all the way down from the ceiling,
right in front of my face,
still hanging on the silk it spun.

and it was translucent green in colour.

yuck.


and the time comes. ica results' out.
i failed 3 subjects out of 6.
great.
what's more,
vb's one of them.
it's time to study.


food = dangerous i have cravings.
and it's getting worse.


problem. i ate a lot.
but never did they came out.

i guess this is what they called constipation.
>_<


yes i do. i felt that i'm disliked by some, in some ways.
and i know,
i deserved it.


worry no more. i wished i was dead.
then,
i don't have to worry.

no exams.
no projects.
nothing.

cry. cry. cry.
that's all i know.

god
please help me
just one more time.
i'll really work hard in the future.


buck up, sandy. thinking back,
i felt that i've done nothing much when it comes to group works.

argh.
and exams are round the corner.
what's the use of getting just worried.
i've got no actions involved.
i'm worried that i'm not gonna get through.
god has helped me enough in the past.
i'm afraid that he'll not be with me this time round.

i'm feeling real scared.
but i did nothing to save myself.

i'm still not awake after all these years.
indeed, a loser.


it will survive. eh? come to think of it, this very weblog of mine's almost a year old.
and i wonder,
how long will it exist,
in the huge blogsphere.


help. can you guys help me with the poll please?
i can't make up my mind.


she's home=) i'm glad naru's back home.
but i felt real bad that i've again, failed to visit her in the hospital.
she's was discharged before we managed to visit her there.

sunflower.
it cheers me up.
i hope it's does the same to you=)


argh!!! my school life's a mess.
i'm failing tests.
i don't understand the topics.
i'm going to die.


new. it's time to give this blogging ground a new look.
and i did it again.

and i think, it has succesfully given me that little drive to blog.


entertaiment. i know i shouldn't have but i seemed to got addicted to it.
and exams is just around the corner.


iohjfksnh. zoo is fun.
but i'm lazy to post the photos up here.

and school has start.
and i can hardly open my eyes.
and i want to go home.
and i want to sleep.

blah blah blah.

sandy,
singapore.

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