There's so much to be scared of, and not much to make sense of.: some peace would be nice.

Friday, July 15, 2005

some peace would be nice.

living in this house of screams and shouts.
reasoning things out.
it's them.
the only things in my life which made me cry hard for.
and even gave me the thought of taking the easy way out sometimes

and i'm sick and tired of it.

a place i call home.
a place i can't wait to get back to everyday.
yet, it fills me with nothing but disappointment.

we will eat happily around the table.
we will enjoy our favourite tv programmes together.
we will kiss each another good night.
i always hope things will go these ways.

but small matters triggered those screams and shouts.
they screamed. so did i, as i need to be louder than them.
talking about screaming, i always thought i'm not able to.
hahas.

no.
i'm not having the so called 'family problems' here.
i'm just wondering those screams and shouts. neccesary? i don't think so.
a happy family, yes we are.
but not always.
i guess we all are.

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