There's so much to be scared of, and not much to make sense of.: August 2006

Thursday, August 31, 2006

oh ya.

last friday was my last paper,
probably of my whole life,
well if i manage to pass it.

then to the zoo,

fun day with our furry friends

and our class chalet.

bbq-ing in the rain was fun=)

a tiring but fun week.

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Thursday, August 24, 2006

it doesn't feel good,
for one to be unable to express herself,
not only verbally,
but in words too.

so,
what's the purpose of having a blog then?

haha nah not closing down the blog,
just venting my fustration=)

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Monday, August 14, 2006

deadmeat.

help.
i want to study for my coming exams,
but i can't seem to.

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Thursday, August 10, 2006

snacking. nightly.

and eating alot everyday.
let's hope it gets under control,
else...

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Friday, August 04, 2006

for it i'll bleed myself dry.

want. D&G phone. badly.

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Wednesday, August 02, 2006

confessions.

i thought i hated school.
i just realised i was actually afraid to go to school.

all along,
i see myself in people.
when others talked about these people,
i felt so ashamed of myself,
and i'm so scared that i'll be in the list too.
sometimes i really do hate myself.

i don't blame people for not understanding,
'cause i never tell.

that fear has gotten back.
i tink it's rejection.

and seriously,
i think i'm mental.
sometimes i wonder if i really should go to a shrink.

ah
i felt so much better wrting here and of course,
after some tear-shedding behind closed doors, again.

i'm very fine =)

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