There's so much to be scared of, and not much to make sense of.: the blood issue.

Monday, May 23, 2005

the blood issue.

an incident made me realised that actually, i'm afraid of blood.

while working, i saw this girl, in her teens, crying while talking over the phone. i thought maybe, she's quarrelling with her boyfriend or something. as her sobs gets louder, attention grews. then, a man, believed to be her father, arrived. soon, her feet came into view. oh god. she's bleeding badly. apparently, i don't know how, she had her feet cut while taking the escalator. there's a nasty deep cut under her feet. upon seeing this,i nearly faint. i mean it. i nearly faint. i see white patches, my ears were blocked, and my hands turned cold and sweaty.

this reminds me of my fall few weeks back. i felt the same thing after the fall. i guess i was just too afraid of my own blood, rather then having a concussion or watsoever.

sudden thought. luckily, i wasn't fated to go into the nursing course.

and, i will be extra careful while taking the escalator.

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