There's so much to be scared of, and not much to make sense of.

My mundane life.

2007-10-28T10:46:00.000+08:00

Hi all,

life's not that bad, but it hasn't been great either.
that same old boring life, revolving only around work and home.
well of course there were still meet-ups with lovelies here and there =)

I know not much of you guys will be dropping by as it seems like I've deserted this space.
but well I'm not haha.
Just to let you all know, I won't be closing it down,
'cause I would still like to do some updates once in a while, so do drop by often=)

anyway, work.
In a blink of eye I'm on this job for 8 months.
I'm fine with the job scope, and colleagues hasn't been mean,
but I really hate the fact that there's alot of things that's not within my control.
Things that need to be accomplish by the others are usually delayed,
but being on the front-end, I'm the one answering for it.
That suck, big time.

well recently,
I've took up yoga with my colleagues.
It's taught by a staff, who I believe is taking up yoga instructor course so we are her lab mice.
haha well it's FOC so I gave it a try.
1 lesson so far and I know I'll be having problems later on with my stiff bones.

and also,
I'm in a dilemma on whether to spend quite an amount of money on something that you girls find it 'eeky' haha.
well at least that's the reaction I got from those who saw her so far.
I've got 1 so far and haha my family's seem to be having fun out of it.
Dad made boxes for her, mum and I are now on a sewing project, and we are planning to have the product on sale, if we manage to do it.
Brothers love making fun out of her.
But haha I know my parents will be mad if I get more of them.

well, that's all for now =)

back.

2007-08-09T14:54:00.000+08:00

sorry for the long hiatus.
just don't feel like updating as, well, there's nothing much to update either haha.

anyway,
nothing much.
still on the same job.
still prefer to stay home.
glad that I'm still in touch with friends.
had frequent meet-ups here and there.
took up piano.
emptied savings on a piano, and well still need to pay for lessons.
officially graduated from poly.
still can't get over the fact that i'm no longer a student, a teenager.
but at least birthday this year was great, thanks to all=)
a holiday, finally, after 2 months.
happy national day.

haha ok.
will try to update frequently.

a holiday.

2007-05-31T22:57:00.000+08:00

nothing much.
just the usual slacking.
mum bought this sushi rice vinegar last week and with that she suggested to have sushi for lunch.
so we simply use what we can find in the fridge,
my brother mixed the rice,
mum and i prepared the ingredients - omelette, cucumber and fresh seaweed only.
dad went to the supermarket and bought us nori.
and with that we just gather, wrap, cut then eat along the way.
pretty messy, but kinda fun.

just randomness.

2007-05-24T11:21:00.000+08:00

woke up with a really bad headache and with that i stayed home today.
did nothing.
slept the day away.
dread work everyday.
more than anything else.
especially for tomorrow as i can picture the workload piled up.
but tgif.
season finales for heroes and lost this week.
grr.
no more drama for the next year half.
weekend's coming.
great.
a public holiday next week.
great.
but no more public holidays for the next 2 months.
argh.
need more tops.
need more bottoms.
need more shoes.
want a new wallet.
but, need to save.
spent too much.
argh.
need more sleep.
still prefers staying home, idling the day away.
more than anything else.

bakes, bakes and more bakes!

2007-05-13T22:23:00.000+08:00

well it was my brother's birthday and mother's day the following day,
so i decided to make them a tiramisu.
i found lotsa recipes and initially settled on Cadenze's,
but it needs liquor so i decided to use this instead, which was recommended by suiyan.
but i realised they don't use whipping cream, which most of the other recipes does.
with that, i went back risking the 1st one by omitting liquor, and used just coffee to dip the fingers.
well it turned out not bad,
not very good-looking still,
but at least it stands firm haha.
I'm really glad that my family loved it.

so it's mother's day,
and my mum made me baked muffins for both of my grandmas.
haha it's really been a tired weekend.

p.s. I sincerely apologise for the recent entries on baking. Trust me, i think it's just one of those non-lasting interests haha.

cheese and chive scones.

2007-05-06T19:06:00.000+08:00

I was craving for something cheesy and i remembered seeing this recipe from karen's site,
and since i have the ingredients for it, i decided to bake again.
My scones came out to be too flat, haha more like cookies.
I should have made them thicker.
The recipe didn't state what cheese should I use so in the end i decided on cheddar.
And i think i've used the wrong cheese as cheddar get burnt easily.
but nevertheless, it still taste ok, very cheesy.
I guess i'll try making them with some other cheese next time.

strawberry and white chocolate muffins.

2007-05-04T23:47:00.000+08:00

I came upon maya's site a few days back,
and i felt really inspired to bake something.
with that, i decided to, and eventually, spent 20 bucks on the ingredients,
drag them along from one supermarket to another, searching for strawberries.

I'm glad that after all the hard work,
the muffins came out to be though not perfect, but in good shape.
well since my brother actually asked if he could have a second helping,
i guess it doesn't taste bad either.
and now,
i feel so encouraged to try other wonderful recipes from her site as well.

eww.

2007-04-29T18:50:00.000+08:00

i trapped this spider under a gachapon container on friday morning,
and i didn't know what to do with it.
err or should i say i dare not do anything to it.
well you see i trapped it with only the top part of the container.
so it was there and till this afternoon i realised it's still alive,
and well i saw this beetle(i don't know why but my desk seems to be infested with all these creepy crawlies),
so i decided to trap it in too,
and oops it became the spider's meal.
i think i just got myself a pet.

seize the day.

2007-04-28T18:17:00.000+08:00

hah.
i've taken leave for monday.
that means i will only have to go back to work on wednesday(as tuesday's a holiday).
i've been planning since friday what should i do for the day.
and of course i realise what i wanted most is of course to just stay home and do nothing.
haha so much for seizing the day.

a lazy sunday afternoon.

2007-04-22T16:32:00.000+08:00

ice cream.
topped with milo and crushed peanuts.
lazing on the sofa.
never been better.

heroesheroesheroes.
tomorrowtomorrowtomorrow.

just work, eat, sleep and work.

2007-04-12T23:27:00.000+08:00

well since i've started working,
there's nothing much going on.
i dread work.
i miss to be able to laze all day at home.
i'm angry with the fact that i'm not able to get mobile phones i like as i can only use them on weekends.
going home and meeting up with friends are the only things i look forward every single day.
sigh seriously,
i miss my schooling days.

so i'm back.

2007-04-02T22:08:00.000+08:00

hello, hello and hello.
yes yes i'm not dead.
i'm just far too lazy to update,
well even access to this space.

anyway,
march.
slacking at home,
part-time job at IT fair,
then it was back to the slacking.
and after which started work.

just like the days during my internship,
the routine that i'm now on has resulted on weight gain.
it's only been a week...
it's just like when i'm at home,
only lunch and dinner everyday,
no snacks in between,
but why...
sigh.

lazyyyyyy.

2007-02-28T21:58:00.000+08:00

my classmates came over to my place for a steamboat dinner last friday.
then it was my relatives on saturday.
i've been away for the past 2 days,
to i guess the last chalet our class would be holding.

pictures will be up soon.
i told you i'm lazyyyyyyyy.

they're the c cups.

2007-02-23T15:20:00.000+08:00

nice site.
nice music.
great ambience.
and of course,
wonderful cupcakes=)
i'm so tempted to order from them.

~~~~~

2007-02-22T23:08:00.000+08:00

well last friday was my last day in NCS.
we left at around 11 in the morning after all the administrative stuffs,
and haha headed back to school.
it was our last day in school.
and again, we camped at the girls' lab.
had lunch in school,
used the toilets that we loved chit-chatting in during breaks,
all for the very last time.
some photo-taking and we waved goodbye to our poly life.
sigh. sigh. sigh.

and so sunday was the first day of the lunar new year.
the usuals nothing much.
it was just visits after visits from relatives to friends.
ate too much.
need.to.stop.
argh.

updates!

2007-02-15T11:45:00.000+08:00

ok finally i can sit down and write something.
i've not been exactly busy,
just that i'm not free when i felt like posting something here.

tomorrow will be the last day of my internship!
happy, glad and still happy that it'll be finally over soon.
but sigh,
i have absolutely no idea on what i should do after i graduate.

anyway, recaps.

met up with my lovely fyp mates for our monthly meet up.
were bombarded with loads of work for the last two weeks of my internship.
had that seriously tasty korean style bbq over at cind's.
got my first blythe and i'll be starting my sewing projects soon=)
class gathering this evening and i do love their company especially with my girls!

nothing at all.

2007-01-29T13:09:00.000+08:00

yes yes.
i've got nothing to write.
3 weeks more to freedom=)

lalala.

2007-01-18T11:43:00.000+08:00

weee.
i'm eight weeks done with my internship,
left with just another 4 weeks more to go=))))))))
and since 2 weeks back,
i've not been doing much at work.
even after having much initiative in asking for tasks,
only simple tasks were assigned,
and most of time - nothing.
with that,
days were spent staring blankly into the monitor most of the time.

dream on.

2007-01-06T23:15:00.000+08:00

guess what.
i went for the interview of Singapore Airlines.
yes yes. air stewardess.
and i can't even get through the 1st round.
sigh.
though i expected that but still,
i felt so disapointed.
and it made me wonder if i should go for the one in school next wednesday,
cause what i saw and happened today's really demoralising.
the candidates are all so pretty and speaks perfect english.
seeing this i know i'm not what they're looking for.

quite an unusual way to celebrate new year's day.

2007-01-02T19:25:00.000+08:00

well we went to pulau ubin yesterday,
and it was fun! totally!
we cycled the whole day.
got chased by dogs along the way,
braved countless steep up-slopes,
everyone got themselves sunburned.
but i'm sure all of us will agree this may be one of the best outing we ever had so far=)

at the jetty.
cycling throughout the island.

at the rocky shore.

argh.
i can barely move my limbs now.

the very last day of 2006.

2006-12-31T00:40:00.000+08:00

sigh.
i can't believe it's already the last day of 2006.
i felt that i've just celebrated chinese new year.

anyways,
2006 to me,
was much more of my studies and school.
3rd and last year of my tertiary studies,
bioinformatics specialization,
final year project,
and now internship.
it's been a busy year.

and not forgetting,
the wonderful times i had with all my friends,
be it polymates or sec sch buddies.

sigh.
it's really scary when time flies.

joy to the world.

2006-12-25T19:29:00.000+08:00

well it's christmas~

saturday.
a friend of mine asked a few of us along to a church service,
held over at the singapore expo.
they're celebrating christmas and there's a play and lotsa caroling,
which i must admit,
was great and all chrismasy
but sigh i think most of you should know what happened next.

sunday.
i had a nice day out with my dear polymates=)
we had our long-awaited sushi buffet,
chatted gossiped window shopped.
but grr i hate it when it comes to the night.
the whole street's soooo packed.
and so we decided to head home,
but even heading to a nearest mrt station's a problem.

christmas day.
finally i can enjoy my day at home.
waking up late,
having naps after meals,
staying in bed, doing nothing.
best. thing. ever.
haha

christmas, soon=)

2006-12-21T23:24:00.000+08:00

christmas means HOLIDAY!
finally i get to stay home on a weekday.

internship.
for the past few days,
staffs and supervisors showered us with chocs and candies.
it's really nice of them to include us on their list.
it kinda made us feel like we're part of the corparate.
and seriously,
i think i'm eating too much chocolates.

sigh.
to all my dear friends,
i'm sad to announce that i'm unable to get you all presents this year,
for some, again.
sighsighsigh.
my pay will only be in after new year.
i'm really really sorry =(

our day out.

2006-12-19T23:14:00.000+08:00

it's been 4 weeks since i left blk r for internship.
and i'm still missing fyp,
and of course still dreading to go work.

met up with fyp mates last night.
and we had funfunfun.
we should really meet up again soon=)

aarrgghh.

2006-12-14T23:42:00.000+08:00

zitszitszitszitszitszitszitszits!
zitszitszitszitszitszitszitszits!
zitszitszitszitszitszitszitszits!

=)

2006-12-13T21:48:00.000+08:00

internship.
the only thing that keeps me going on -
lunch breaks back at school.

another 10 more weeks to go.

2006-12-09T16:53:00.000+08:00

internship.
nothing much i could write about.
well i've be doing system testing so far.
didn't know testing could be this tedious and complicating,
but at least i'm doing tasks i know i'm able to accomplish.

sigh.sigh.sigh.
i don't know why i'm sighing either.
sigh.

an rather late entry.

2006-12-03T19:36:00.000+08:00

our last few days in blk r.

yufen.wida.arthur.sandy.
pockyinthelab.

michelle.yufen.sandy.
foolingaroundoutsidethelab.
tryingtogetoursupervisorintotheframe.

- the end -

tgif.

2006-12-01T23:10:00.000+08:00

randoms.randoms.randoms.

i hope internship ends real soon.

but i'm dreading to end my poly life.

i think i'm beginning to get used to the office.

we went back to school for 3 consecutive days.

though it's only a 10-15 mins walk to/from sch,
doing that in pointy pumps' a real torture.

but well for the sake of going back to school,
i don't mind!

i'm really broke.

i need to get more formal wears.

i need more sleep.

i still feel strange waking up every morning,
heading for work instead of school.

=D=D=D

2006-11-29T23:14:00.000+08:00

=D
=D
=D
we went back to school today!!
and i hope we can go back at least once a week!!
=D
=D
=D

sobsob.

2006-11-27T23:44:00.000+08:00

i'm really hating ipp.
i'm still not done with missing and getting over with school and blk r.
and that makes me dread ipp even more.

and when i recieved an email from my FYP supervisor this afternoon,
sighsighsigh,
i got this urge to run back to that lab i've been for the past three months.
maybe i should do it someday haha,
since the company i'm in now is really near the school.
okok i know i should really get over with all that and move on.

anyways,
my 1st day in ncs was disastrous.

still missing sch -> mood-o-meter : 0(over 10)
wore exactly the same skirt as one of the interns -> mood-o-meter : -1
crowded and kinda run down office -> mood-o-meter : -1.5
ants on my desk -> mood-o-meter : -2
people there seemed kinda unfriendly -> mood-o-meter : -3
really got nothing to wear for the rest of the week -> mood-o-meter : -4

okok
pardon me.
i know im whiney,
but i really have to let it all out.

=(

2006-11-24T12:27:00.000+08:00

sigh.
today's the last day of FYP.
maybe my last day in school too.
i can't bear to leave school.
i've grown so attached to the lab,
the people,
the environment,
even the supervisors.
sigh.
sigh.
sigh.
sigh.
sigh.
sigh.
sigh.
sigh.

blame it on my pms.

2006-11-21T22:07:00.000+08:00

i know crying doesn't help nor solve problems
and everytime i really did tried to hold those stupid tears back,
well at least it made me feel a lot better.

sigh.
im dreading to leave school for internship.

over the weekends.

2006-11-19T16:54:00.000+08:00

went down to town on friday after school,
hoping to get something to wear for the next 3 months of internship,
but to no avail.

so on saturday,
i headed back to town again,
with my mum this time round.
it's been ages since we last did some shopping together.
only managed to get a blouse
and a pair of shoes(grr i shldn't have bought it!).

and as for today,
i woke up with a terrible migraine.
and it's still bugging me now.
=(

FYP - week 11.

2006-11-15T21:56:00.000+08:00

final presentation today.
we didn't manage to complete our project.
everything's like so screwed up.

i hate it when i did put in lotsa effort on something,
yet no one sees it.

;(

2006-11-12T21:43:00.000+08:00

sigh.
nothing seems to be going right.

the last 3 weeks.

2006-11-08T21:24:00.000+08:00

im really really glad that our supervisor's back.
though there hasn't been much progress,
things seem to be much better and brighter with him around.

sigh.sigh.sigh.

2006-11-05T22:51:00.000+08:00

dreading school over the weekends.
i've got this really really bad feeling for tomorrow.

friday.

2006-11-03T16:45:00.000+08:00

for the very 1st time in my whole FYP,
for the whole day,
i did nothing relevant to the project.
well actually i've already given up.
totally.
i doubt i can complete it.

yesyesyes.
heading down to town after school.
and we'll be having dinner at those-seem-to-be-sprouting-out-everywhere hong kong cafe!
i've been dying to try it out since don't know when haha.

the past week.

2006-10-29T22:41:00.000+08:00

project's still as bad.
help.help.help.

had my hair straightened.
and i'm complaining about it.

yesyesyes.

2006-10-23T20:52:00.000+08:00

like finally,
a public holiday on a weekday!
tomorrow!

just another few months more to go.

2006-10-22T23:48:00.000+08:00

like finally,
we had a gathering.
it's nice meeting up with them.
sigh.
i'm gonna miss my poly life.

herplaceeveryone'sstyle.

2006-10-19T23:09:00.000+08:00

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so messed up.

2006-10-19T22:11:00.000+08:00

someone, anyone,
save us.
else,
just kill us.
i wish i can just shrug off everything.
things just seem to be getting too much,
for us to handle.

to die for.

2006-10-16T17:00:00.000+08:00

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2006-10-14T17:54:00.000+08:00

ok.
i know it's stupid.
but i really have nothing else better to do.
i've surfed all web pages i can surf.
i'm sick of playing online games.
but i'll feel uneasy,
for not going online.

wednesday afternoon.

2006-10-11T22:24:00.000+08:00

stucked with work,
staring blankly into the screen,
i thought i was going crazy staying in the lab,
so we went out for ice cream.

and ahh,
i felt so much better for the rest of the afternoon.

cheer me up!

2006-10-09T23:28:00.000+08:00

and now she knows she truly has a weakness for rainbows,
and of course, rainbowy stuffs!

-

2006-10-07T20:20:00.000+08:00

sometimes,
i just hate my life.

help.

2006-10-06T23:04:00.001+08:00

i'm so broke,
but still,
i'm so addicted to sprees!

i need to get a job
but i can't afford to jeopardise my grades.
i'm only left with just one last semester to try to improve,
or at least maintain my grades.

lost.

2006-10-04T22:02:00.000+08:00

finally,
season 3's starting!!
tomorrow!!

critique session.

2006-10-03T20:50:00.000+08:00

well as expected,
today's assessment was bad.
sigh.
it's really really demoralising.
i can't seem to bring myself to work hard for fyp anymore.

on tomorrow's critique session.

2006-10-02T21:12:00.000+08:00

i have a really really bad feeling about it.

grr...those zits!

2006-10-01T12:29:00.000+08:00

it's not that i don't have them normally,
well i think i have them most of the time.
but those i got recently are such an eyesore.

blast them off!

eh sorry no blasting.
i don't wanna be scarred.

sigh.

final year project - end of 1st month.

2006-09-29T20:21:00.000+08:00

supervisors were out on course at some place in school for the week,
leaving us in the lab with little supervision,
and the 'look-there's-no-supervisors-i-can-do-anything-i-like' mood.

haha it's kinda bad.
we can't get much things done,
well but not exactly nothing.
this week's much more about getting prepared for next week's critique session,
and i guess we're almost done,
eh i think so.

duh.

2006-09-27T09:28:00.000+08:00

i've been going to bed earlier and earlier each night,
but i'm waking up later and later each morning.

final year project - end of week 3.

2006-09-22T23:52:00.000+08:00

like finally,
we know what our project's all about (well, i think so).
but knowing how it goes about doesn't mean we will be able to do it.
and that's what we're worrying right now. sigh.

anyways,
pardon me for all these project-related entries,
i guess my life revolves just around fyp and home at the moment.

oh yes
i got back my results.
i did improve but i'm still not satisfied.
i desperately need to increase my GPA,
so i really really need to get good grades for my fyp and ipp.

every cloud has a silver lining.

2006-09-20T21:47:00.000+08:00

i do really hope it's true.

so awake, and itching =/

2006-09-19T02:03:00.000+08:00

i can't sleep,
again.

and those rashes are going from bad to worse.
they're all over me,
all over me!!

final year project - week 3.

2006-09-18T16:42:00.000+08:00

i barely slept yesterday, was tossing and turning the whole night, worrying about my results.

and i'm now back to that pre-installation configuration for the umpteenth time. i really do hope it'll succeed this time round.

it's already the 3rd week yet i still don't know what my project is about.

i can feel a migraine coming.

i've been looking like a fool laughing to myself, in front of the computer for the whole day, while i was chatting via the messenger. i really wonder what others were thinking about when they saw me laughing.

i'm so so glad i'll be heading to town after school.

anyways, believe it or not,
whenever i write about that pre-installation configuration thingy,
it failed almost immediately.
yup it just failed again!
argh.

grr...i need to go out!

2006-09-17T11:09:00.000+08:00

enough of FYP.
i wanna shop shop shop til i drop!!!!

thursday afternoon.

2006-09-14T16:10:00.000+08:00

i'm so bored.
it's been 4 hours since i started some pre-installation configuration.
lunch and the weather's making me all sleepy.
and the waiting is making it worse.

argh.
that stupid configuration had just failed.

her place, her style.

2006-09-11T22:14:00.000+08:00

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angels i met this morning.

2006-09-11T11:56:00.000+08:00

*the little girl i met while i was in the lift, who thanked me when i let her family exit before me.
*the bus driver who let me be on the bus even there's no more value in my fare card.

new url.

2006-09-09T19:04:00.000+08:00

got sick and tired of the previous one.
remember to update your links! ;)

final year project - 5th day.

2006-09-08T22:39:00.000+08:00

we've been trying to install this globus toolkit thingy for like the past few days,
got stucked lotsa times,
but still managed to figure it out ourselves.

and today,
we're really really stucked,
so at last,
we decided to approach the teacher.

he spoke alot,
but i could hardly understand him.
at that point of time,
i felt so stressed out.
i tried so hard to hold back my tears.

it's only the 1st week,
and it's just installation of tools,
yet i can't handle it.
how am i going to survive it?

final year project - 4th day.

2006-09-07T22:53:00.000+08:00

argh.
i still don't get it,
as in what we're supposed to do.
others seems to know what they're doing.
and that makes me panic.

deadmeat. really.

2006-09-05T22:52:00.000+08:00

i've come to the period where i'm having my final year project.
and really really,
i can't see myself completing the project this time;
well, we don't even know where to start.

and,
spending around 9 hours,
in a room,
in front of a computer,
with no freedom,
every weekdays,
for 12 weeks,
is like hell.

drama-mania.

2006-09-03T05:17:00.000+08:00

i didn't know watching drama serials can be such a joy
as i'm never a drama-watching person.
now i enjoyed it more than anything else, i guess.
and i hate it when i'm left with the last few episodes.
i can't bear to finish watching them,
'cause god knows when i'll have another new serial to enjoy with.

oh ya.

2006-08-31T23:27:00.000+08:00

last friday was my last paper,
probably of my whole life,
well if i manage to pass it.

then to the zoo,

fun day with our furry friends

and our class chalet.

bbq-ing in the rain was fun=)

a tiring but fun week.

=\

2006-08-24T00:42:00.000+08:00

it doesn't feel good,
for one to be unable to express herself,
not only verbally,
but in words too.

so,
what's the purpose of having a blog then?

haha nah not closing down the blog,
just venting my fustration=)

deadmeat.

2006-08-14T21:54:00.000+08:00

help.
i want to study for my coming exams,
but i can't seem to.

snacking. nightly.

2006-08-10T23:09:00.000+08:00

and eating alot everyday.
let's hope it gets under control,
else...

for it i'll bleed myself dry.

2006-08-04T00:59:00.000+08:00

want. D&G phone. badly.

confessions.

2006-08-02T02:51:00.000+08:00

i thought i hated school.
i just realised i was actually afraid to go to school.

all along,
i see myself in people.
when others talked about these people,
i felt so ashamed of myself,
and i'm so scared that i'll be in the list too.
sometimes i really do hate myself.

i don't blame people for not understanding,
'cause i never tell.

that fear has gotten back.
i tink it's rejection.

and seriously,
i think i'm mental.
sometimes i wonder if i really should go to a shrink.

ah
i felt so much better wrting here and of course,
after some tear-shedding behind closed doors, again.

i'm very fine =)

revamp your closet!

2006-07-31T22:23:00.000+08:00

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once i pop, i can't stop.

2006-07-19T21:01:00.000+08:00

dried cherry tomatoes.
trust me,
they taste much better then they look.

it's been sometime

2006-07-18T23:13:00.000+08:00

since i last updated.
nothing much.
just some shopping trips=)
and of course,
school.
*sign

the long awaited trip.

2006-06-28T23:07:00.000+08:00

it's been a really long time since i last went town for some shopping.
and i thought i'm able to get something new into my wardrobe.
but it's all screwed up.
i did no shopping today,
had to leave like just only after lunch to somewhere else,
somewhere we should be going instead of town in the first place,
under some threatening from someone we thought was one of the kind-hearted souls we've ever knew.
we knew we were in the wrong too,
but meanwhile,
utterly disapointed with her.

what a day.
just glad that it's all over,
i think so.

blogging.

2006-06-21T23:05:00.000+08:00

too busy to blog during schooling days,
yet, had nothing to blog on during my holidays,
'cause i'm slacking alllll daaaay looooonnnng.

it may sound stupid, but

2006-06-12T19:22:00.000+08:00

mutants are so cool.
ok maybe it's just because there are way too many cute guys in x-men movies.

but don't we always find superheroes cute and sexy?
haha ;)

migraine, school, people.

2006-06-07T23:01:00.000+08:00

they're killing me.

argh.

2006-05-29T12:48:00.000+08:00

aaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh

just pms-ing.
i think so.

she whines.

2006-05-24T18:14:00.000+08:00

i did found tics at yahoo auctions
but the price is increasing rapidly=(
currently $180 for a pair of $68 tics.

haha sorry for the whining,
don't care about me
just let me cry under my blanket.
sigh.

i'm gonna cry.

2006-05-23T09:42:00.000+08:00

i thought i've gone over and past the stage of idolism,
but i can't believe i can get this sad when
i can't get tics for coldplay's concert=(

oooh myyy goodd.

2006-05-22T21:20:00.000+08:00

COLDPLAY'S COMING TO S'PORE!!!

i never ever thought that it'll happen.
tic price ranges from $68 to $168.
i can't make up my mind whether to go,
i'm trying to save here and here comes this.
sigh.

coldplay - the hardest part.

2006-05-22T02:04:00.000+08:00

(click to see video)

i don't know whether to say this video's boring, interesting or inspirational.
i guess it has it all.

fatigue.

2006-05-21T23:30:00.000+08:00

this is my last year in tertiary studies,
and for the 1st time i felt overwhelmed by assigments and tests.
inadequate sleep seems to be happening everyday on weekdays,
weekends are meant for getting back the sleep that i've lost.

and the humidity is killing me.
it gave me some really bad rashes and they're all over me.

i would love to watch,

2006-05-13T23:47:00.001+08:00

poseidon,
the da vinci code,
x-men III,
scary movie 4.

i must start saving for them.

i'm not dead.

2006-04-30T02:07:00.000+08:00

just to post something here,
to make this blog look 'undead'.

the anatomy of a shark bite, part II.

2006-04-26T23:14:00.000+08:00

i was out and i didn't manage to catch it,
not even part I.
well, actually i don't intend to watch,
it's too much for me.
but i kinda caught its preview during a commercial break.
and it was really overwhelming.

it's part of a real video shot by someone when that incident happen.
a woman was struggling in the sea with this shark attacking her.
she and the crowd was like screaming hysterically,
she kept crying for help,
and i heard someone said it took her leg.
well it's not gory,
it all happened under the water we can't see it,
just blood in the water,
but the whole situation, with all that screams,
made me go numb.
i thought i was going to faint,
i even had a nightmare=(

so i'm back, from outer space.

2006-04-20T15:56:00.000+08:00

and back to school.
sucks.
big time.

the importance of being idle.

2006-03-30T14:41:00.000+08:00

sleep.
eat.
online.
eat.
tv.
online.
sleep.

i'm like mapling most of the time when i'm online.
i even bought prepaid cards to get items.
i can't believe i'm actually addicted to this haha.

my results.

2006-03-24T14:45:00.001+08:00

and yup,
i've got my results a few days back.
i managed to pass all of the modules,
but frankly speaking,
i did actually expected more.
though i've improved,
but im not too satisfied still.

and i know for the next semester,
i don't get to expect better results,
cause it will be much more tougher.
i can only do what i did in the past,
to just hope i can pass all of them.

i'm just having my holidays.

2006-03-15T22:30:00.000+08:00

nothing much.
spent almost everyday at home,
sleeping at 3 in the morning,
waking up at 12 noon.
haha this is what i call life.

i guess my improper meal habits are starting to terrorise me.
i never knew gastric pains can cause me such agony.

oasis - stop crying your heart out.

2006-03-08T22:53:00.000+08:00

hold up, hold on, don't be scared,
you'll never change what's been and gone.

may your smile, shine on, don't be scared,
your destiny may keep you warm.

'cause all of the stars, are fading away,
just try not to worry, you'll see them some day.
take what you need and be on your way,
and stop crying your heart out.

get up, come on, why you scared,
you'll never change what's been and gone

we're all of us stars, we're fading away,
just try not to worry, you'll see us some day.
just take what you need and be on your way,
and stop crying your heart out.
stop crying your heart out.
stop crying your heart out.

=(

2006-03-08T22:47:00.000+08:00

i'm getting all teary and i don't know why.

bad hair-ed.

2006-03-04T23:47:00.001+08:00

examinations' over.
yet, i'm not happy about the holidays.
i guess it's all because of my hair.

what if.

2006-02-27T18:00:00.000+08:00

what if there was no lie,
nothing wrong, nothing right.
what if there was no time,
and no reason, or rhyme
what if you should decide,
that you don't want me there by your side,
that you don't want me there in your life.

what if I got it wrong,
and no poet or song.
could put right what I got wrong,
or make you feel I belong.
what if you should decide,
that you don't want me there by your side,
that you don't want me there in you life.

ooh ooh-ooh, that's right,
let's take a breath, try to hold it inside.
ooh ooh-ooh, that's right,
how can you know it, if you don't even try.
ooh ooh-ooh, that's right.

every step that you take,
could be your biggest mistake.
it could bend or it could break,
that's the risk that you take.
what if you should decide,
that you don't want me there in your life,
that you don't want me there by your side.

ooh ooh-ooh, that's right,
let's take a breath, try to hold it inside.
ooh ooh-ooh, that's right,
how can you know when you don't even try.
ooh ooh-ooh, that's right.

*************************************

what if i fail.

i'm so nervous.

2006-02-26T23:06:00.000+08:00

it has been my study week since last week,
and i'll be having my 1st paper tomorrow .

again,
i really really do hope that i can do well,
or at least get a pass for all of my modules.